sedikit term psychology. Delusion is a fixed false belief about external reality which is derived in erroneous situation and it is not consistent with one's own intelligence and culture.
kate2 keramat DR U..."if u only see what u see and hear what u hear, u r neither see nor hear at all...". maksudnye kene pk sendiri r ye...kalo x u neither see nor hear this post r.hehe...
-sAfWaN-
semlm xpost pape sbb penat sgt...pg smlm bgn awal giler...lps subuh da xtdo...sebabnye ade match basketball.pg2 tu dr yoasuf(seorang m.o. hospital muar also my senior) da msg nak belanje breakfast.so..kuar r kol 7.30 pg2 bute.jalan masih lg lengang sbb kebanyakan makhluk tuhan masih lg dibuai mimpi..match stat kol 8.30pg kat dewan skolah cine.indoor court r.lawan ngan dak skolah.bunyi cm kiteorg buli dak kecik je kn.haha..tp sume dlm team sume yg da retired.sume da berkarat.aku lak da setaun lebih xmain...keputusannye...xnak ckp r.kalah 1 mate je..yg bestnye..kalah sebab aku.huhu...punye r malu.xtau nak kate ape.ntah cmane kat saat2 akhir ngan beza 1mate je bola sampai kat tgn aku.btol2kat free throw n tgh kosong.shoot n xmsk.hampeh btol.kalo x dpt da buzer meter.sume org nak belasah aku je time tu.hehehe...tp aku cabut awal2 g smbung main tarik tali kat campus uia indera mahkota.aritu ada interbatch sport.penat gile.lepas satu2.hehe...yg bestnye sport ni dpt no 1...dpt hamper besau.tp xbukak lg.patut bukak ptg td tp grup aku kene g wad lak.nak kene interbiu pesakit tuk presentation rabu ni.ciap kene record lg.pastu...skrg ni keje aku kene edit video tu r.nak kene kerat n tampal.haha...penin kepale sbb nak kene buat subtittle sbb lecturer xphm bm.xbuat pape lg nie.sok br nak stat.so..moral cite ni...kene bersukan selalu haha...skrg da stat joging ble r ckp cmni
today is 23 rejab..da tak lamer da nak ramadhan...tahun ni aku akan berpuase di toyama ni ader la dalam 19 ari kot pastu blk mesia sambung puaser kat sane...1st time nak puase kat jepun time natsu(summer)..tahun lepas g umrah so pose kat mekah separuh,mesia separuh, jepun suku...tahun2 sudah plak puase kat toyama dalam fuyu(winter) n aki-(autumn)..subuh maser tuh dalam kol 530pagi then berbuke dalam clas selalunye dalam kol 430 camtuh...bapk gembira..da la sejuk jer..variasi giler puase2 ku dalam 4 tahun nih..hak2
sori sbb smlm x pos pape.ttdo awal sbb kepenatan nak tgu cik ain blk keje part time die tu.cian kat cik ain tgu smlm.um..arini pun cbuk sbb clas penuh.skrg br free sket nak post.nak jdkn cite...smlm ptg lps clas tu pg r kat pantai teluk chempedak.name singkatan die TC aje.tujuan pg ke situ sbb nak carik keychain yg cik ain nak kirim.ade r byk gak keychain.tp yg peliknye lawa ke xlawa harge sume same.rm10 tuk 3bijik.aku pilih r yg nampak cm mahal sket.cine yg jual tu punye r susah nak mintak diskaun.bukan bli sket, tp sedozen.tawar dekat 5minit...die bgk diskaun seringgit je.amik je r mls nak tgu.nak cpt sbb ingat nak g jogging pastu.tp..ujan lak da..last2 mkn mc D kat TC tu.haha...
ni r deret kedai tpt bli keychain tu...
ni r keychain 2...bentuk keris...
O...sblm tu lupe nak ckp.pade pg smlm clas ngan Dr U straight 3 jam tanpe henti.lecturenye bagaikan hypnosis sbb susah nak bukak mate.berat je rasenye.haha...
ini adalah dewan auditorium indera mahkota kampus uiam kuantan.tpt kuliah sementare bg minggu introduction to psychiatry..mcm panggung wayang tp kerusi die xbest tuk tdo...sakit tengkuk.
-sAfWaN-Koko Ni Iruyo / The Distant Love
Composed and lyrics by SoulJa
Featuring 青山テルマ Aoyama Thelma
Arranged by SoulJa, 佐藤博 Hiroshi Sato
Baby boy I am over here Waiting and not going anywhere Just here waiting for you
You know dat I love you As such do not worry
No matter how far you go This heart of mine will not change
You should know what I want to say
I am waiting for you
The useless me The distant you
The words that I want to say were not even said and you left already
What's left behind now is only your photo album
On days of only wired communication Could not see your smile
Your warmth The fragrance of your hair This thirsty throat that could not be satiated
Everyday that passes All I do was searching madly for your face
The streets that I strolled with you are now only filled with the sound of my footsteps
No matter how Are you well? Have you eaten well?
Annoying Still I can't say it out
Next time I will send my letter
Baby boy I am over here Waiting and not going anywhere Just here waiting for you
You know dat I love you As such do not worry
No matter how far you go This heart of mine will not change
You should know what I want to say
I am waiting for you
At Kamamura's beach I watched your silhoutte The words I wanted to say were swallowed by the waves
I feel really pitiful...I'm a guy...yet I couldn't speak up...
Do you still rememember? I went to the karaoke with you
The lyrics of the song that I chose It showed plainly on the screen
Actually are words that I wanted to transmit them to you
The first time we waited for each other on that date
That shy smile of yours as though I bumped into you I did not forget to mention
What I said seemed to be unrelated Could you understand? What I meant to say
S**t No place to write it
Excuse me Next time I would definitely send it to you
Baby boy I am over here Waiting and not going anywhere Just here waiting for you
You know dat I love you As such do not worry
No matter how far you go This heart of mine will not change
You should know what I want to say
I am waiting for you
If I were slightly richer If I were to have a job of some sort
If everything is sacrificed Then I would definitely ...
But please do not mistaken I definitely am not trying to make you feel lonely
At the moment I am a bit busy I can't say too much But baby believe all this all for our future
But truthfully Now I really want to see you Now I want to hold you
In the past the seat where you sat next to me is no longer occupied
Ha All this is still fine What I want to say is the following
Right now All that I want to say I would input them in
Send Unsent letter
Baby girl I am over here Waiting and not going anywhere Just here waiting for you
You know dat I love you As such do not worry
No matter how far you go This heart of mine will not change
You should know what I want to say
I am waiting for you
Baby boy I am over here Waiting and not going anywhere Just here waiting for you
You know dat I love you As such do not worry
No matter how far you go This heart of mine will not change
Now you could be straight forward and tell me
I don't eva wanna let u go
You should know what I want to say
Waiting for you
ここにいるよ feat.青山テルマ
Composed by and lyrics by SoulJa
Baby boy わたしはここにいるよ どこもいかずに待ってるよ
You know dat I love you だからこそ 心配しなくていいんだよ
どんなに遠くにいても変わらないよこの心 言いたい事わかるでしょ?
あなたのこと待ってるよ
不器用な俺 遠くにいる君
伝えたい気持ちそのまま言えずに 君は行っちまった
いまじゃ残された君はアルバムの中
電波でしか会えない日々 だけど見えないぜ君の微笑み
君のぬくもり 髪の香り こののどの渇きはそのまま満たされずに
過ぎてく日々の中 なんだか君の面影ひたすら探した
君とよく歩いたあの道は 今俺だけの足音が響いていた
んなことよりお前の方は元気か? ちゃんと飯食ってるか?
ちくしょう、やっぱ言えねぇや
また今度送るよ 俺からのLetter
Baby boy わたしはここにいるよ どこもいかずに待ってるよ
You know dat I love you だからこそ 心配しなくていいんだよ
どんなに遠くにいても変わらないよこの心 言いたい事わかるでしょ?
あなたのこと待ってるよ
鎌倉の砂浜で見た君の姿 波にのまれた君に言いたい言葉
なんだかマジせつねぇ 男なのになんで...言葉出てこねぇや
覚えてますか?君と行ったカラオケの中
俺が入れた曲の言葉 モニターに浮かんだまま ほんとは君に伝えたかった
君と二人きりで初めて待ち合わせをしたあの日
まるで偶然に会ったかのようにはしゃぎ 微笑む君が忘れられないって
話かなりそれちまったがわかるよな?俺が言いたい言葉
S**t残り書く場所がねぇや
ごめん 次は絶対に送るから
Baby boy わたしはここにいるよ どこもいかずに待ってるよ
You know dat I love you だからこそ 心配しなくていいんだよ
どんなに遠くにいても変わらないよこの心 言いたい事わかるでしょ?
あなたのこと待ってるよ
俺がもっと金持ちだったら もっとまともな仕事をしてたら
もしもすべて犠牲にできたのなら 俺は絶対に君を...
だがPlease勘違いだけはすんな 君に寂しい思いはさせたくねぇが
忙しい中あんま話せねぇがbaby believeこれはall for our future
But 正直 今すぐ君と会いたい 今すぐ抱きしめてやりたい
昔 君が俺の隣で座ってた席には もう誰もいないって...
まぁ そんな事はいいんだ 言いたいことはそんなんじゃねぇんだ
いまさらだが ずっと言いたかった言葉を込め 送るUnsent letter
Baby girl わたしはここにいるよ どこもいかずに待ってるよ
You know dat I love you だからこそ 心配しなくていいんだよ
どんなに遠くにいても変わらないよこの心 言いたい事わかるでしょ?
あなたのこと待ってるよ
Baby girl わたしはここにいるよ どこもいかずに待ってるよ
You know I love you だからこそ 心配しなくていいんだよ
どんなに遠くにいても変わらないよこの心 今なら素直に言えるよ
I don't eva wanna let you go
urmm..sebab baru bgn kan..idea nak tulis tu tak datang pon..buhsan gak citer wat per ari2..hahha..dengan berkat kebuhsanan itu aku pon teringat aa maser muler2 aku datang ke bumi jepun ni...da 3 tahun setengah yang lepas...hahha..maser tu muler2 kapel la katerkan..sian gak kat cik safwan coz kene tggl..tu aa org soh apply jepon gak takmau..(citer tipu) hak2..sori xde gambo sbb lupe nak snap td..hehe.arini cm biase kene bgn awal...clas stat kol 8.jeles ngan cik ain yg xbgn2 lg tu.clas straight dr kol 8 lbh(lecturer lambt dtg) smpai kol 12.berasap kepale.ade break2 kejap2 je.time tu r curik2 msg cik ain suh bgn.um..ade perkare yg xenak berlaku kat dlm clas td.tgh2 clas byk r borang2 or list name derang circulate dlm dewan auditorium tu.ade attandance, borang nak promote suh beli tu la beli ni la...elok2 borang2 tu sampai kat aku( sume serantak lak tu) tibe2 tdgr Dr R ckp "well..let see who's the lucky person...Mohd sAfWaN!!". aaa...sudah, ape die tanye td? 'papa bear' kat sebelah tu bkn nak tlg aku. siap ckp mati r ko. celake btol ko 'papa bear'.tula...xdgr lg.drpd tye dr ape soalan td(nampak sgt x pay attention) baik aku diam wat mcm xtau jwpn.tersengih2 mcm kerang busuk..moralnye....xtau r.xleh nak salah sendiri gak.borang2 tu r yg sibuk.hehe..
ptg tu kene pegi wad dahlia hospital tengku ampuan afzan, kuantan. ade bedside teaching.sedap kn name die.dahlia...sape nak msk wad tu angkat tgn...hehe..wad org2 sakit mental.kat wad tu pun satu hal gak.sumbat sume 20lbh org kat dlm bilik kecik.interview pesakit punye lame...lebih 2 jam.aircond kat dinding tu mcm malu2 je.serius xrase langsung.lemas gile..rase cm nak pengsan je.lepas sejam ade r org bukak tingkap xthn tp same je rasenye..xde angin.mmg xde mood r nak dgr.kebetulan pg tu ade seminar tajuk MOOD DISORDER.haha..dah r duk terceruk jauh dari pesakit.mmg xdgr hape...nasib baik DR U pandai wat lawak.itu je yg aku semangat dgr...
-sAfWaN-
p/s:ain..da try cari key chain tu..kat teruntum mmg xde.kat kuantan parade ade tp harge terlebih budget (rm4).x beli lg r..sok nak g tgk kat TC.honto ni, gomen!
ni la keje2 waktu bosan ku dirumah..jenguk luar tingkap tgk langit amik pic...kol 1930 tyme ni matahari baru nak terbenam...depan umh aku ader sungai n seberang tuh ader tadika..busan2 usha dak2 tadika belajar..hahhaha...pastu layan blues tertido...sangat bagus..:D
wouldn't it be great...
if I were to be with you
to be in front of you
to watch your smile and hear your laugh
to listen to all your stories
wouldn’t it be great...
if I were to be with you
to support you all the time
to be by your side when you smile
to be the one who catches all your tears
wouldn't it be great...
if I were to be with you
to sit with you at this very moment
to watch in ur eyes
and say that I luv u
but I know the reality...
that we are thousand miles apart
until the day we meet again
let this blog be the one to unite
and strengthen our bond
-sAfWaN-
